{ Happy or sad or neutral? }
How should I feel? 11:05 AM • Thursday, December 11, 2008
Am I doing the right thing?
Or should I say
Am I doing the wrong thing?
Can I control my emotions?
Am I up for the game?
It's been sometime since I've felt like this.
I try hard to set my emotions right.
I put up a facade to deceive myself.
The usual smiling Phil isn't who he seems to be.
Maybe I shouldn't have started it.
But I did.
And now I have to take whatever that hits me.
Should I contradict myself and break what I swore?