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{ HAPPPPIIEEEE }

10:41 PM • Sunday, July 29, 2007

WOAH I really really enjoyed my birthday celebration this year hehe. Chalet at sentosa was the bang! The scenery was niceee! My window faced the swimming pool. But I never really opened the windows much hahaha.

I played the Go kart! But I didn't dare sit the thing up, so I walked up instead. hahaah coward me but i really scared of heights ok! Anyway the Go-kart was quite fun! I didn't dare to go too fast lest I throw myself out! hahah after that I went to see 'Songs of The Sea' on the first night!! Very nice!! And the price is reasonable!! Haha. Oh be sure to go apply for your Sentosa Islander card because you can enjoy many discoutns and benefits!! Haha for this case, one ticket for 'Songs of the Sea' is only 4 bucks when the original is 6! And the Go-kart also got discount! i forgot how much =x Hehe. Got fireworks at the end somemore!

The next day, I went to the Underwater World!! SOO FUNN AND NICE AND BEAUTIFUL!! The fishes were sooo cute. Got crabs, turtles, jellyfishes, sharks and stingrays!! There is this touching pool where everyone can touch the stingrays and other fishes! Got starfish also!! One of the kind staff taught me how to hold the starfish and i took pictures with it!! Hehe. The stingrays are very very very cute!! As they swim past, they''ll 'flap' one of their wings and hit the side glass, making the water splash out! Haha one of them super active man, keep splasing water out! hahah cute cute. They thought we gonna feed them, so some of them also poked their head out and I saw their mouths opening! Gross!! Hahah it freaked a few of us out hahah damn funny man. Then got sharks also! And the fishies there are really big man. The cutest one i saw were the angel like thingies. Forgot what's their name. But they are jellyfishes. Haha. Got Dugong also!!!!! So cute!! I saw him eating hahaha my friend said the Dugong looked dumb when i said it had a friendly face -.- hahah will show you all pics when i got them. just ask for them =D
oh, the ticket to underwater world is quite ex =x i got mine for 17+ bucks cuz got discount. =x but it also consist of admission to Dolphin Lagoon!! AND THE DOLPHINS ARE DAMN CUTE CAN! Pink dolphins! Took pictures of them performing! A lot of people went to see. I wished they'd have picked me as one of their 3 volunteers to get close to the dolphins! The dolphins kissed them can!! So nice lo. They're really fun and friendly to humans! They also waved goodbye to us!! AHhhhhhh cute cute. MUACKS the dolphins ^^

Yeah and the day was over =x It was fast, but i really enjoyed my stay in Sentosa =D The next day, after checking out from Sentosa, i went home rest a while before going out for kTV in the afternoon hahaha havoc man! sang till 7 then my friends came over my house for steamboat and we finished everything up clean! then they stayed to play mahjong! haha i was very very lucky. i dont wanna win them but i also got the winning tile myself!! hahaha and when i thought i dont have any chances of winning cuz its only 1 tile left, i got the last tile!! hahahah yeah loved my bday celebration this year! definitely rocked my socks!! WOoHOO. Hope i'll have this kinda celebration every year ^^

Well i'll stop here for now =) Will update more soon =DD Happy Happy!! BUT of cuz when it comes to work, its one whole different thing. GOtta look at those faces again. Just the thought of it spoils my mood already SIANZ. ARGH FUCK. 9 more mths of torture and misery. SOMEONE HELP ME!

{ There's gotta be more to life }

10:36 PM • Sunday, July 22, 2007

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure...
there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
[repeat chorus]
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
[repeat chorus x2]

Please let it end quickly. 2 years of misery. It's like being locked up in a cage. No freedom. Being treated like dogs. There are so many things I wanna do when I'm out of jail. Working in the society again. Pick up my books and study again. Work hard and earn millions so that if I get called back for reservice, they'll need to f u c king pay me the money I've lost for that period as though every second meant hundreds, thousands or even more. F u c king pissed with the system. Why isn't anything been done to it. On the surface, everything looks great. In actual fact, it is rotten deep inside. A rotten apple has worms infested in it. A 'oh-so-good-' system has rotten people infested in it.

I am sharing the woes of every other individual. God bless us =) May there be light soon.

{ Here I am }

9:38 PM • Sunday, July 15, 2007

Woo yet another delayed post. Hee I'm very happy because I got a brand NEW handphone as my birthday present! YEAH. And I'm looking forward to the chalet at Sentosa to celebrate my birthday as well! Hoho. Gonna be end of July soon, which means, 9 more months of NS! Oh god,
that seems such a BIG number. I really can't wait for it to get by ASAP.

Well I still feel moody and stuff. All thanks to NS. Seriously, it's damn hard to do it well especially if the atmosphere forbids it. Ah. It's just so hard to stay positive all the time. I am determined to change my citizenship!

Hmm, in my mind, I've been thinking about the future. What the future holds for me. I can't seem to picture it though. Is it because of what I wanna be? I will not give up on my dreams even though it may seem bleak and when the going gets tough, I know I can fall back on my friends.

Well that's all for now. Don't really have the mood to blog anything especially after mentioning NS. The dreadful oh-it-seems-so-long hours in office. Arghhhhhhhhhhh. I am looking forward to a long term MC (In my dreams).