Hello everyone! First and foremost, how's CNY so far for everyone? I know mine rawks! It's always nice to get together with relatives and have fun! I am quite close with most of my cousins so of course I WILL NOT let go of the chance to meet them even though my other friends ask me to go watch memoirs of geisha ;) I shall recap from new year's eve:

New Year's Eve:
Went over to dad's mummy's place for reunion dinner. And i really mean REUNION. Cos all eight families will be there haha so cosy~ It was potluck, so every family brought a dish there. I think my mum cooked...umm ok shit i forgot lol but i really enjoyed the food! I ate quite a lot that evening, and I was wearing a cap coz i didnt really do my hair lol. When I first stepped in the house, i could sense attention immediately from all sides as if i'm a stranger LMAO argh anyways after that my cuzzies and i were like taking pics together! hehe well they'r enot online now, so i cant get the pics from them, i promise i will when they send me yeah? my female cousins (xinning, kelly, katy, sherlyn and jacquelyn) were so picky with the pics they took and they always say 'TAKE AGAIN NOT PERFECT' after they've seen the pics. I'm like what the...i thought we took almost 50 pics in less than an hour? LMAO beats me, maybe i'm just exaggerating haha the day went by quickly and on to da BIG DAY.

New Year's Day:
Woooo it's da bigggg day hehe time to wear new clothes as well hoho. I wore this white polo tee with 4 color stripes horizontally across ( red, blue, yellow green) continuously down. it made me like a sunshine boy hahahahah gosh i looked damn good and cute!!!! =x bhb but anyways my family went over to my mum's sister's place (eldest sis) in the late morning first and we had lunch there. My nephew is about 2yrs old and i have another younger one who's bout few months old, so cuteeeeeeeeee!!!!! And my cousin made her son call me uncle omg i'm so old?!? damnit, i still look young alright...lmao and my sister was damn funnyyyy!! when we reached her place, my cousin was the one who opened the door for us and at first sight, my sis was like 'who's that auntie?' HAHHHAAHA i nearly burst out laughing!! its just that after birth, my cousin looks fatter and more haggard hahaahahaha AUNTIE when we told my cousin that, she said 'gimme back my angbao!' in a jokingly manner of cuz hehe later she added on 'when i went for slimming programme, they said i still have hope cuz i'm still young' haha yeah i totally agree with that so no worries Ann you are actually very pretty =) Later on, we went to my dad's mummy's house again (reason is because my dad often goes there to play mahjong, he has a membership there already =P lol) haha and everyone was lookin refreshed, goodlooking, pretty and whatever lmao. And of cuz the usual stuff to do there is to gamble! hoho, everyone sure had fun and i was in another room playing mahjong too haha and i won like 16 bucks. My uncle said this year is a good year for rabbits so thats why i won i guess hehe. Then after that i took pictures with my cuzzies again and yes the whole routine is back. 'NOT PERFECT AGAIN!' 'OMG I LOOK SO FAT' ya get the idea, lol. If i get the pictures form my cuzzies, i'll post a link up here =) and YEAH i ate more than the day before.

2nd day of New Year:
Today we set off early to my 3rd uncle's place. I wore a yellow-orangey tee shirt with jeans =) not bad actually hoho and so we had lunch there, nothin interesting happened there i think (becoming senile) omg i really cannot recall what happened in her house today besides for the food!! There was curry vegetables, prawns, pig's stomach soup, duck meat etc hahaha i'm such a pig!! and seriously you wont believe that i actually ate 4 meals today, full meals i tell you. BAH
Anyways to continue, after the lunch we went over to 2nd uncle's place to just chill a while there. Haha and we of cuz ate there again cuz my uncle (a chef) did cook. I almost died. I ate a lot of Ba Kuas!!!! Ahhhh my bro was like ' i think u need to run 20 rounds' lollol and the cat in their house is soooo shy. It ran off the moment it heard us coming and hid itself away from us. It's greyish white i think, and the eyes were glowing maybe cuz of the reflection but it was beautiful =) still, i wanna touch the cat! boooo~ Later we went over to my 1st uncle's place (LOL see the trend 3rd, 2nd 1st) to EAT YET AGAIN. i nearly puked my food out, so freaking full @_@ after eatign i felt sooo heavy and tired. Almost couldnt go and meet Shufen lol, yeah talking bout her, she came with me to my dad's mummy's place just now to get angbaos hahahhah poor her, she only has two angbaos cuz her relatives are in malaysia, so i brought her there to get more! hohoho she has 6 now i think (according to what she said) and we played blackjack too! WE WON about 5 bucks each hohoho thanks to me *ahem* and also partly hers la hahahah rabbit's year i tell ya! =D but she had to leave at around 6 plus pm to her friend's place so i just sent her to the bus stop to take bus before i went back up to play my mahjong! Talkin bout that, dont know whether the rabbit's year thingy works anymore cuz i actualyl LOST 20 bucks!! gosh my hard earned money just gone like that SOBBB but nvm its ok, just a game, and besides we dont get to play it too often too, only every new year? so yeah (tryin to comfort myself) ahahaaha and oooohh damn shufen took one unglam picture of me!! its in her hp argh she better dont show it to other people!! and yeah we did take pics in her new phone and guess what, she smsed me to tell me that her friends (5 of them) said that i was good looking and it wasnt just a passing remark, they exclaimed together i think ( i hope so) hahaahahaha gosh i was telling shufen they have stamps on their eyes hahaahah oh wells i choose not to believe it at least =P LOL and well one day passes just like that, and here i am typing all this now hahaha.

3rd day of New Year:
ME and usual gang are gonna do house visiting =) to get more angbaos hahaha anyways just wanna tell ya guys that my parents wont be home in the afternoon so...up to ya all if still wanna come to my place. If its cuz of angbao then forget it, u guys are so money minded HMPH. dont know if i wanna go over to my granny's place and meet at gladys house myself later for dinner. still deciding now, i'll just sms one of them my decision later.

I got scheduled for work already! i'm working for 13 days this feb, not alot, but better than Jan lol. Also i prolly would go work with Shiyun in the kids' shop too! so extra income =D hope i dont get too tired.

Anyways i think i better go sleep now, quite tired already and feelin full also!! AHHH i think i'm putting on at least 5 kg now =( i betetr heed my relatives' advice and start training for NS if not i'll really suffer yupyup well good night everyone sweet dreams (i know i'll have one cuz my stomach is full!) signing out now~
Just wanna share this song with you guys, be sure to go listen to it yeah?

Know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,ever and ever....
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal....

Yup, this song 'That's My Goal' is by Shayne Ward, winner of 2005's X Factor contest. The single topped the Uk chart for a month soon after it waas released during christmas week! Omg if only I had that achievement too >_< haha anyways in one of the rounds, he gave a different variation to the number 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow' and it is FANTASTIC i tell you, msg me on msn and i'll send you the song =D He has the nicest voice i've ever heard besides Natalie Imbruglia whom i adore a lot too =D He kinda sounds a bit like Pop Idol winner Will Young but a much nicer version lol. I've been listening to 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow' hundreds of time since I downloaded it this morning(to be honest, I downloaded all the songs which he sang throughout the competition), I'm like so crazy over his voice haha *wish i had a voice like him* Be sure to grab his CD in march i think, not sure but hey it's worth waiting! =D
Ok now i seriously wanna join Singapore Idol now, he's aspired me to just go for it. But the prob is: I still have another competition going on(which I THINK me and gladys have good chance of being in semi-finals/finals), and I'll be going in army in april. sigh so I'm kinda confused on what to do now. Please feel free to drop any comments/suggestions! I was thinking if I flopped the quarter finals for duet then I'll go take part in Singapore Idol but yet again that's the wrong mindset cuz I should be wanting to win the duet category right? AHHH I dont know...

Hmm, well my new year resolution this year is: To improve my singing. Ok wait that's the same for every year LOL. Personally, I feel that I have improved over the years, partly due to choir, and also thanks to all my idols whom I've spent countless number of hours listening to them over and over again. Haha damnit that's almost/partly the reason why I never study =D Seriously I don't care if I can't get into University, people always tell me to have something to fall back on, but everything has passed, most importantly is to look forward and not dwell in the past. Ok wait some of you might be thinking how the hell I can actually type this out when I always think bout the past and whatever not lol. But I only need one day to forget it =D see now I'm happy (yesterday I was moody -_-) hahaha this is what music can do to me =D so thank god there's music if not i'll really prolly not survive. Anyways back to the University thingy, I'm only worried for my F maths grade that's all. I've gotten Fs for 2 years, and never get past 35 marks before. Some people said: "then why bother take A levels? either you retake or go poly, if not you can just go to hell". I didn't really reply much but it was really saddening for me to hear that. Does the society out there really care so much about degrees/diplomas? Though it's important and stuff, but there are so much more things in depth about a person which one must slowly discover as time goes by. No offence but, Singapore always talk about not wasting talents and stuff but talents in the arts arena are often neglected (I'm sure Gerald agrees with me).

Oh wells, Imma gonna go back listen to the song again =D hehe I've been singing it too ever since afternoon hahaha ok I have to stop it, beginning to get screws loose now but just wanna say one last time: SHAYNE WARD IS MY IDOL. Ok =) I shall stop here for now. Not feeling sleepy now though, will maybe post something on later =D
Oh mannnnnn today I just went for vocal consort practice at siglap, was feeling quite extra there!! I was feeling quite helpless too because I was completely sight-singing all the way which i totally sucked and hated. The worst thing is, I've to prepare for the concert as well as the competition -_- god, i seriously feel like pullin out of it now, so stressed! I've only like the chinese new year to go memorise my scores, and its not 1 or 2, its more than 10 songs -_- I'm dyinggggg~~ Sigh I'll try my best then, the most i don't go for the competition.

Work on first day was very slack, I've never done anything like it before LOL. I just have to say a few things and I get my money hahahaha nice~~ well actually I was expecting more cuz I wanna be kept busy. But oh wells, see how things go first because Feb schedule will be totally different with the seniors gone, till then i'll just enjoy my last 2 working days for this month (23rd and 26th).

Anyways remember the talentquest which i said i took part? i didn't get through the solo audition, sigh, damn sad, ONCE again, totally sucked ARGH. On the other hand, me and gladys went through the duets audition. So if you guys wanna come support us, pls do so by going down to Jurong Point @ 5th Feb around 3 plus in the afternoon. Yup, hope we can proceed to semi-finals. BUT I STILL WANNA GET THROUGH THE SOLO AUDITION BOOHOOHOO~ sigh

Well i have to go catch some sleep now, must wake up VERY early tmr to call the airport lounge to check flight timings -_- sianz lol sweet dreams hugz signing off~
I Could Fall
Nobody could hurt me like I know she could hurt me
but there's nothing in this world that I want more
Nobody could take me to the places that she takes me
Places that I've never been before
With my eyes wide open knowing full well
I could fall from heaven
I could fall from heaven
I could fall I could brake that's the chance that I take
I could fall
Look at me I'm flying, just a breath away from dying
Holding on to her and letting go
As I walk across this wire above a lake of fire
And lean into the wind that starts to blow
With my eyes wide open knowing full well
Do I hide my heart? Do I lock my door?
Do I tear it out so it don't feel no more?
No, I risk it all knowing that I could fall from heaven
I could fall from heaven
I could fall
I could fall
I could fall
I could fall
Fall, fall
Arlow good morning, finally I'm gonna work yessssssss! First time working, so excited and furthermore it's in the airport wahahaha!

I just came back home from tampines mall. We had dinner (juniors and some of the year3s) at century square. Then after that the juniors went home cuz they had test tmr i guess, then jeff and eugene went off to umm dont know where also lol. Cass went back home and me, joy and shiyun went off to yakun to sit down and have some coffee. At yakun, they wanted me to promote the service to them as though they were passengers!!! Omg I was like 'dont want lah i cannot i'm shy and scared' hahahah they scolded me!! But in the end I did talk a bit and they understood eventually, so it wasnt that bad after all. haha after that we went to century square's arcade but there wasn't anything to play there ( it became smaller). So we went over to take neoprints! lol the whole shop was freaking empty! Ask me, joy or shiyun to show u guys the neoprints if u all wanna see ;) wahaha i look cute inside hohoho.

Jeff and Eugene then came to meet us, and we wanted to go take neoprints again (ahem, actually joy wanted to) haha but too bad the shop closed already! so in the end we went over to tamp mall, cuz jeff wanted to watch memoirs of geisha, the show was at 9.40pm i think, but when we reached there it was already like 10.15 pm so we decided not to watch it but go to arcade and play!! lol at least we spent lesser haha =D after that we went mac for a drink, had a nice short talk too. Eugene is a very nice guy, although we don't talk much but just now when we were like talking between ourselves, i can actually have a conversation with him :) thats good! yeah!

Anyways gotta go and sleep soon, shiyun and rest are like bugging me to sleep in case i dont wke up in time! LoL, alrighty then, good night sweet dreams i'm signing out now *poof*
There will never come a day
You will ever hear me say
That I want
Or need to be without you
I wanna give my all
Baby just hold me
Simply control me
Because your arms, they keep away the lonelies
When I look into your eyes
Then I realize
All I need is you in my life
Cause I never felt this way about lovin ...
Nooooo Never felt so good..baby
Never felt this way about love
And it feels so good
Lately when I look into your eyes
Baby I fly, your the only one I need in my life
Baby I just don't know how to describe, How lovely you make me feel inside
You give me butterflyz
Have me flyin so high in the sky
I can't control the butterflyz
You give me butterflyz
Have me flyin so high in the sky
I can't control the butterflyz
It seems like the likly thing
From the start you told me I would be your queen
But never had I imagined such a feeling
Joy is what you bring
I wanna give you everything
You give me butterflyz
Got me flyin so high in the sky
I can't control the butterflyz
You give me butterflyz
Got me flyin so high in the sky I can't control these butterflyz
You and I.....Are destinyI know that
You were made for me.
OoOoOh....oh I can't control it.It driv-en me
Its taken over me and I OoOoOh...
You give me butterflyz
Got me flying so high in the sky
I can't control the butterflyz
You give me butterflyz
Got me flyin so high in the sky
I can't control these butterflyz
[Repeat again]
You give me something I just cant deny
Something thats so free
I just can't control the way I feel
You give me somthing I just can't deny
Something thats so free
Oh I never felt like this.
Good morning everyone! Been days since i last updated haha. So i'll start by the auditions which I promised.

Yup it's proven once again that I can't sing for nuts. I don't think they will call me and tell me that I'm in. Right after I sang finish 'Swear It Again', the guy who listened straight away said 'your pronunciation is bad'. When I heard that, you can almost imagine the shock on my face. I was totally broken up inside, that meant that I can't pronounce chinese AND english. Omg I actually can't believe what I heard, it's just wasn't what I had expected. Fuk that, I'm seriously not gonna try for Singapore Idol now. I can just remain a bathroom/bedroom singer and not anything more than that. Period.

The duet with gladys however did went well and we practised only for half an hour. BUT that is different cuz the song 'Rooftop' (umm...Wu Ding)that we picked, I've been singing that since secondary school days so it was very easy. So don't fukin come and tell me that the judge don't know how to listen or what shit. Although I'm glad that we did well for duet, but those who know me certainly can't miss out the point that I am used to perform and sing alone. I want to be a solo singer but fuk yeah I can't pronounce words properly. I've been mistaken as a Shanghainese (cuz their chinese sux) and now comes along another guy who says I can't pronounce english. WTF. I don't actually need that coming at me. SERIOUSLY I DON'T.

So what are my plans now? I don't know, just waiting for my job to start so I can learn new skills. Sigh. I feel so bored and lost nowadays cuz there's nothing for me to do. Damnit sometimes it's really hard to put on a front but you just have to do it lest people might think you're attracting attention or just being crazy like saying 'Music shouldn't be your life, it should be part of your life only'. Oh pls I've fukin heard enough of that crap.

I used to have many mood swings in the past. Of cuz not in front of people, but just at home locked up in my room. And now I think I'm gonna have them soon. Not really anyone's fault or what, but I just feel...hmm...insecure of what I'm gonna go through in life (especially through the performing pathway). I really want it so badly but it's not within my strength to get it. Oh well what can I do right? I can only resign to fate and just live a life where everybody should follow (go Uni, get a decent job, start a family etc).

I'm tired of typing about all this shit now, even the thought of it makes me sick. Will appreciate it if all of you (after reading this) don't come up to me and say 'Hey please be more confident', 'u have a low self-esteem', 'u have a nice voice, dont say u dont have', 'the judges are deaf, they dunno how to listen' blahblah I've enough already la, seriously. That's not the answer I'm looking for.

Anyways, gonna sleep soon, looking forward to friday. Hope everything will be smooth sailing. Good night tata sweet dreams~
Good morning everyone (yawns), oops, i'm actually quite tired already but i just don't wanna go to bed yet. Don't ask me why too haha. I spent the whole FREAKING day in my room playing comp. No life man. Didn't do anything much the past few days too except for practising for my solo audition which is like hmmm 15 hrs away!! OMGGGGG and I still haven't practised the duet song with gladys yet. goshhhh i think we'll seriously flop in the duet audition.

I'm singing Swear It Again by Westlife, hope i can make it cuz i don't wanna be clearing my throat or sneezing when I'm singing. *PRAYS HARD* wahhh sigh, have to tell myself to stay calm and everything will be alright!

Anyways I'll be finally working on 20, 23 and 26 of jan! I'll be at the airport hehe nice~ from feb onwards when the new schedule is out I'll be officially working! I'm definitely looking forward to work with my colleagues when the time comes, hope i can pick up from the more experienced ones faster =)

Think that's all for now, will tell you guys about the audition the next time i blog~ PS: i wanna join singapore idol as well. hehe tata~ good night sweet dreams
Hellloooo all I'm listening to Ultra now. Anyone still remembers this long-lost boyband? They had hits like Say You Do, Say It Once and Rescue me haha i'm reminiscing the past songs nowadays. I was listening to LFO, Vanessa Amorosi and Code Red too. Old songs sure rawk when you get tired of new songs :)

Anyway, time to update for the past two days. On Hari Raya Haji, Shiyun, Jeff and Joy came to my house to play mahjong and slack the day away haha. Wanted to ask Ky along cuz he was out on that day but he can't make it so too bad so sad =D Shiyun didn't know how to play but we taught her how to, she's very fast for a beginner but she doesn't have that beginner's luck haha cuz she lost the most! But of cuz we didn't play real money, just used chips instead. At least she learnt something if not she'll be in my room playing maple which is quite ummm 'anti-social'? haha jkjk. In the end, me and jeff won the two girls and i was telling them my house's fengshui suits the males only hahaha that was crap but i was quite high. I kept eating non-stop too gosh i think thats another 1kg on me again -_- We also listened to Novo Concertante Manila's songs like Requiem, Sing a Song Of Sixpence, O Magnum Mysterium, Pasigin, Longest Time blahblah so nice!!! After that they went home around 10pm, the whole day sounded boring cuz it was pure mahjong and nuthin else but we really did have fun! Haha =D

Today I went back to MJC cos they had CCA orientation or something like that. I went straight to the music room although there were other CCAs' booths around the school. Didn't really check out the other booths. Oh i met Shufen (Sook FUN) haha she's still as small and cheerful as ever, she was kinda busy with her CCA stuff so we didn't really chatted much =) yeah the choir audition was held in music room, mostly girls and we are SERIOUSLY facing a shortage of GUYS. WHY WHY WHY. Guys out there, don't be such a chauvanist and think choir is just for weak and girly guys. C'mon man that's such a passe thought. The girls Mr Kwei auditioned were all not bad, all had equal chances of making through =) so don't worry girls! Right now, situation is damn critical cuz without the '06 batch of guys we can't compete in SYF next year! *worried* anyways i can't make it for this year's MJC concert on May 10 cuz i'll still be in BMT. GRRRR damn NS, i wonder if i can get leave or something *prays hard* oh wells Miss Lim ah must try your best to help us alright? Ah i'm going for the choir orientation next wed! Think it's gonna be fun haha I feel so old, keep going back to see the juniors and play with them hahaha nvm I look young so it's alright =P

*cough cough* I'm down with bad bad flu and cough. Sigh there's so much mucus and phlegm (i think they have the same meaning haha) in my nose and throat, it's so freaking uncomfortable! =( hope i can get better for my audition this sun, I really don't wanna fail again, I'm scared to failing again. Sigh I'll look on the positive side! Hehe I can make it!! *pats myself on the back* wahaha yay anyways gonna watch King Kong with my beloved sista Joy! Hehe betetr go rest early tonight =) gotta run see ya all good night sweet dreams tata~
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they're lying
Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying
So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I Just you and I
Chorus:
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again
and I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying
Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied Won't be denied
Chorus
The more I know of you is the more I know I love you And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more The more that you love me, the more that I know Oh that I'm never gonna let you go Gotta let you know that I…
Chorus
Good morning people, just met up with kokyong a few hours ago, lol he's like so cute!! With his shaved head and cap haha. Damn i'll be like him in few months time =( OMG that means i'll be even more uglier!! ahhhhhh...anyways it was nice listening to him talkin bout his experience in NS, although it was only 2 days ( i think) he sure had lots of things to say haha on one hand, it sounds fun but on the other, i'm kinda afraid of NS =S

Sigh~ i'm feeling so sad and stressed not because of NS, well partly, but cos of this great passion i have in life: Singing. I just can't make it in singing. Why? Because i can't sing well, i look ugly, i don't have that x factor in me, all in all i dont have the looks of a star. Sucks totally. I still remember in AHS when i had my first solo in sec 1. I still remember all the singing competitions i took part in AHS and i never got 3rd and below. HAHA reasons are because the good singers don't even bother to compete, i'm like the best of the worse..maybe? Argh I can still clearly remember when i walked out of the audition place for singapore idol crying like no one's business. I was so depressed and sad that no words can ever describe it. I'm like such a failure, people had high hopes on me and i actually didn't even make it through the first round. What a joke. I always made it through auditions and i actually freaked out in singapore idol audition. same goes for Project Superstar. I didn't forget my lyrics, i sang my best, but still they gave me the red light. When i walked out of the room, i kept thinking to myself why can't i make it through the first round. NOT EVEN THROUGH THE FUKING FIRST ROUND. God I actually told myself not to take part in any of the singing competitions again. I think i should just face it yeah, i dont have what it takes to be a singer. I can't even pronounce proper chinese when singing, what more singing english songs when the market is so small?

I'm so naive and dumb and whatever sh1t. My results suck, i'm gonna fail my A levels. I don't have anything to back me up. SIGH. LOL and i'm still taking part in the TalentQuest organised by NUS, i'll probably make a laughing stock of myself this sunday. I better tell gladys to withdraw form the duet category cuz i know i'll be the reason we'll not go through the first round. Don't get your hopes too high on me also, I always screw up auditions now. I'm thinking of withdrawing now, why should i join since i don't think i can make it? Gosh i feel dumb. Really dumb. SOMEONE JUST FREAKING KILL ME! And Joy said : "you're always so excited to join, but when it comes to the real thing, you get cold feet." Yeah that's me alright, I suck big time. i'm like a coward. I'm like a piece of sh1t/waste/dung whatever. Argh i don't wanna type anymore, the more i type the more i feel lousy. Signing out now...good night.
Hey all you all can go see the pics at http://photobucket.com/albums/c68/h3ck_c4r3_b0y/ I re-did the whole thing already, should be able to see the pics more clearly~

Hehe, today went out with my ex 4D classmates (Pamela, Huixian, Hancheng, MinJoo) to suntec city! That Lisa ah, don't know where she disappeared to. Didn't even reply our calls or sms back! She pang seh us lo...so bad...Lisa...if you're reading this, must tell us the reason why okay? Haha. I met up with Hancheng first about 5pm to do some shopping first, actually was supposed to meet at 3pm, but i pushed it to 4pm. Haha in the end it rained heavily so i can't walk to mrt, instead i took bus 63 to Aljunied mrt which took bout 15 mins. So sorry to make you wait hancheng =x

We went fish and co to eat, was quite crowded there actually. I thought i saw people queuing up to go inside and the girl at the counter told us to wait for 20-25 mins. But in the end, in less than few mins, we actually had seats already, so weird. But I told my classmates that because i'm cute the girl gave me the seats first muahahahahaah just kidding =x hehe we all ordered fish and chips plus one more grilled calamari rings. When the food came, some of the dishes had bigger fish and i was like 'gimme the bigger one pls!!' cuz i was damn hungry hahaahh but in the end huixian took the biggest fish and she couldn't finish it LOL minjoo and pam didn't finish theirs too and gave hancheng some of the fish. Like hancheng is the trashcan!! hahah joking~ then suddenly pam exclaimed 'whats this in my fish?!?' haha that piece of thingy looked like a fragment of orange plastic, and we actually wanted to tell the staff to change the fish or somethin, but we didn't. Instead we purposely dropped it at the calamari rings there, see we are helpin them to save money by sacrificing the $13.90 dish for a $8.90 dish ok!! hahaha but anyways we told the manager and he agreed to take the calamari rings off the bill, we didn't catch what he said the first time round but later we confirmed it with him again just to make sure =D and oh huixian found another fragment in her fish as well, and later we found out that actually it was just fragments of crab shell that we found -_- but HEY how can crab shells be found in fish and chips right??? and then we tried to think of more excuses again like 'I'm allergic to crabs' hahahaaha we didn't complain anymore though, it was good enough that they took the calamari rings off the bill so we let them off =P

After that we went to the fountain to listen to music and also see people walkin aroun the circle to touch the water. I find it kinda lame though, next time if i can, i'll just build this golden rectangular box and tell people that if you touch the box, you'll be rich forever. I BET the people will believe it and pull their friends/relatives to go touch it. Quite dumb right? OooOoo anyways it just started raining again..BrRrr coooold~ haha ok where was i? oh yeah we were the the fountain listenin to music till the lights all went off cos it was 10pm already. We then took mrt back cuz some of them were tired as they had work just now.

OMG i missed the swenson's part!!! After fish and co, we went swensons to have ice cream, hancheng treated me hahaha thank you!!! and we took pictures in swensons, as u guys would have already seen it in the link given above. We did so many dumb poses that the staffs at the counter were lke giggling at us for lookin foolish but obviously we dont care cos its been ages since we last went out and have fun like this haha. gosh i really missed those days back in sec3/4. i'll be meetin them again soon! like in 12 hours time haha we're going gladys's house for your house-warming party yay! ok damnit i'm like gettin so fat now but i just cant stop eating hehe dont care so much le right since i'm goin in NS and they will help me slim down wahahah hop i don't die there. I think i better go sleep too, such a cold and nice weather to sleep!! hehe sweet dreams everyone tata~~
AHHHHHH damnnnnit i saved the pictures too small already! Argh lazy to redo it again, will redo it the next time round. =( sad i wanna faint already!!

Good morning everyone! ;) Today was great! Was mapling throughout the morning and afternoon, after that went out to catch 'A Chinese Tall Story' with Jeff, Joy, Shiyun, Gerald, Ruihong(only junior), Mel Q and Ky. Haha gosh the movie is so damn funnnnnny!!!!!!! Especially Nicholas Tse, he is sooooooooooooo GAYYYYYYYYYYY and it's his fault that i always laugh at the wrong time when the whole cinema is quiet -_- The story is ABSOLUTELY lame, I would just recommend it to people who wanna laugh non-stop and nothing else. It is really a chinese TALL story. Like what Benedictus said, the movie is like east meets west, there are final fantasy like characters inside and there are spaceships and high tech stuff. LoLLL and when i first heard Nicholas Tse speak, i exclaimed 'OMG' very loudly then Joy said: 'Why xiangrong omg so loud' hahaha gosh. After the movie, we went to food court and eat. But instead of eating, I helped Ruihong with his Maths!!!! wahahahaha Mathematical Induction, i almost couldn't solve it. but thanks to me hahaaaha oh and joy too (a little only =x), i solved it! It wasn't that hard after all, damn why didn't that come up in A levels as well =x We didn't hang around at the food court that long cos Mel, Joy and Gerald gotta work and poor Ruihong still has to go to sch =( but it's okay ruihong, just one more year and it'll be over soon enough! Haha anyways, we are gonna have farewell dinner tmr night (friday) for kokyong cuz he's going in on sat!! Damn man, everyone is going in already but mine is in april -_- and its LATE april mind you. GRRRR. I'll be so lonely by then and when everyone has already experienced NS for like 3 mths, i'll just be reporting at Pasir Ris to go to tekong =( damnnn sad. Oh wells haha at least i can get to work first? oh yeah i'm deciding whether to go lunch with Peiying, Kokyong and Jeff in the afternoon cuz i dont think i can wake up that early =x ahhhhh but i gotta wake up to pass James some stuff, hope i'm not late hahaha kkz gotta go back to mapling!!! TaTa good night in advance and sweet dreams ;)
Ok first things first, gotta apologize to my sister Cass cuz i promised her i'd sleep after chatting on the phone with her but here I am creating yet another new blog out of boredom haha but I'm sure she'll love to read it =D so I dont't care haha. To: Joy, Ky and Gerald, *ahem* I'll update my blog and not forget my passwords/usernames again! LOL *oh yeah will not keep those broken promises*

Anyways, I went to work just now, as in yesterday (its past midnight =D). My friend was really desperately trying to find a replacement at the last min, it was already about 11 plus pm the night before. At first I didn't agree partly because it's kinda late already and i'm tired, and also cuz of the pay =x 5 bucks an hour. But haha thanks to James' power of persuasion, I decided to go for the job. I didn't know what will happen and I don't even know who I'm working with. But anyhoo, I met my colleague (Kent) at Aljunied MRT, and I was supposed to wait for him at the platform, but I stupidly thought that he was taking the MRT over to eat at Aljunied -_- so in the end, i wasted my 1 buck plus of train fare. Soon after we met, introduced ourselves and it wasn't long before we really chatted =) He's a nice and funny guy, quite lame haha. I shall skip what we did during our job but i wanna complain! haha the employer hired only 5 people, including us, and we had so much freakin things to do!! We had to practically take everything out from the shelves and count them before arranging them nicely back. I think i did almost 10 shelves myself -_- and it was hella dusty, i sneezed and scratched throughout grrrrrr. And it was absolutely boring too, the whole place was damn quiet, only can hear the sounds of masking tapes being teared and the beeping of those 'scanning barcode' devices. It wasn't long until we realised that we couldn't finish doing our work because we had to clear even the cupboards above the shelves. SO much for us hoping to knock off at 6 or maybe a lil later. In the end, we finished around 8pm and there were still things left undone. Don't understand why the employer doesn't want to hire more people, of course the main obvious point is he/she wanna save money but ARGH damnit! lol but oh well i get to experience work life (my first one ever) and also get to know a friend! So it isn't that baddddd actually afterall. I'm still lookin forward to my job at Changi Airport though hehe, pay's good and job's quite easy as well. I can't really ask for anything more!

Anyways, think I'd better go to bed if not i'll be late for choir debriefing tmr =x I'm curious to know what Mr Kwei will say haha. Gotta run folks, see ya good night and sweet dreams =)

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