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11:15 PM • Tuesday, January 09, 2007

The blog is getting dead. Not that I'm lazy to update, it's just there's nothing for me to write at all. Even if there is, it would still be the same old thing over and over again. I want to pull myself out, but at the same time, I just want something to happen, such that I don't need to do anything at all.

I'm standing here alone
Because I've no one to lean on
I don't know which way to go
Bacause everything seems blurry
Is it any wonder now
How I managed to hold on
You might think I'm crazy
But I'm just living the true me
How I wish everything is just a dream
So that reality is not what it seems

Looking for someone to guide
Trying to figure out inside
I can run but can't hide
Don't know what else to feel inside
I'm going out of my mind
Trying to leave it all behind

Now, Wanna share this song: I Cry - Shayne Ward

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

{ High School Musical }

11:45 PM • Monday, January 01, 2007

Start Of Something New

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

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When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

I shan't post the lyrics for Breaking Free though I love it too. I just caught High School Muscial today. I'm glad I watched it, can't say it's late to watch it now =/ but who cares.

Though the plot and everything seems simple, the songs are just... to the point. To my point rather. Sigh. I wonder who can be that one whom I can sing with and just be myself naturally. Like being in kindergarten on the first day.

I'll hold her hand, look into her eyes and sing to her. At the same time, we're both on stage, where our fans are screaming for more. That would be my perfect dream. But I guess that won't ever happen because everything is too practical.

I shall pray and wish for that moment to come. Be it 10 years down the road or come what may, I will always have that perfect picture in my mind as long as I live.

What team? WILDCATS! what team? WILDCATS!

What say you?