{ Disappointed }
I chatted with my friend. I knew him since Sec 2. He was my best buddy. However, I was the one who didn't keep in contact after I moved on to JC. Time flies. I feel really disappointed. I didn't give him anything for his bdays. But he got me cards and presents. I am ashamed. 9:11 PM • Monday, October 27, 2008
I told him that I missed the times we talked heart to heart. He said it seemed we've gone worlds apart and that we've grown up already. I was pretty shocked by his answer. But, I thought again and yeah of course it's natural that we would have drifted apart if not for me not keeping in contact.
Sometimes I wonder, if my close friends do not keep in contact with me now, would I go all the way out to contact them? Usually, I wouldn't. But, I think I have to do it all the time now because once gone is gone. And I lost a very very good friend just because I moved on and he accepted it. He saw me a few times too but he didn't go forward to say hi. That says a lot. I'm meeting him soon to catch up though. Hope everything turns out well. Just wanna say I'm sorry. Doesn't help much but I'll still say it.
Yup, it's too late to regret all this. The feeling's not so good in me. But I'll try my utmost best to meet my best friends often even when they don't ask me out lest I regret when they are gone.
I want my best friends to know that I love them and thank them for everything they've done for me.
God bless my friends.
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