{ Placing the FOCUS differently }
So do I have the inspiration to write down stuff? Yes and no. Partly because I don't know what to write and yet I know there's something which is inside me waiting to be expressed. I am feeling very vulnerable now. Projects, homeworks, exams, degree, diploma, main comm, people. I have too many things on hand that I really don't know how to do about doing it. I am very very tired. Yet somehow I am not talking to my close friends about it. The only person in mind I wanna talk to is someone who I'm gonna love. But so far. Nothing is really happening. Maybe I'm just afraid of loneliness and want a companion that's all. 1:43 PM • Sunday, September 07, 2008
It's hard to get over certain stuff. I'm easily shaken. It's so confusing. I can't find the way back to myself. I am just going through the motion again and again everyday, not knowing what to expect from myself and from others.
A or B. Lol. It might not even happen at all. I am not strong as before. I feel really lousy. I can't be a good Ami at all to anyone. Je suis vraiment triste.
Dieu, s'il vous plaît m'aider.