{ Heroes }
I am so high, I can hear heaven 10:44 PM • Monday, February 05, 2007
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven...no, heaven don't hear me
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us
A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do
And they say
That a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away
[Repeat 3x]
And they're watching us
They're watching us
As we all fly away
That's Hero by Chad Kroeger feat. Josey Scott, taken from the Spiderman soundtrack if I didn't remember wrongly. Lately, I've been watching this new TV serial called Heroes. And I downloaded the series, now it stopped at episode 13. Can't wait till the new downloads come! It'll only be episode 2 this coming wednesday haha. =x
Now what's the definition of a Hero? You tell me. Must it be someone with special powers? I'd love to agree with that, but a hero can be within you as well. Ok, but for now, I'd prefer to keep to the context of a hero having super powers. Hmm I'd love to be telekinetic. Oh and spontaneous regeneration as well. 'Save the cheerleader, Save the world' Haha I'm no cheerleader, just some bathroom singer =D
I wish to be someone special, someone who can make a difference to the world, someone who has the gift of excellence blah blah blah. Cliche, but who doesn't? There are some people who wishes to be normal. I don't.
Not in the sense of being who I am and it's even MORE not in the sense of having my condition. Sounds kinda crazy but I put a paper clip in front of me on the desk in my office and I tried to move it. Not with my hands, but with my mind. Of course it didn't work. Just something to keep me entertained. Doesn't hurt to try it anyway, who knows it might work -_-
It's certainly been a long time since I last updated. What can I say? Usual stuff. Tuitions and more tuitions. I'm beginning to feel my life is a bit mundane. I don't have to do all this and I really don't know what's my aim in doing so. Sometimes I feel as though I transform into another person at night. Just like Niki Sanders from Heroes. Split personality - but with superhuman strength. Of course I lack the latter.
Only two people know what I occasionally do when I'm either depressed/stressed/whatever. I still haven't stopped it yet. it's kinda hard to. that's why my forehead always look red? -_-
And those two people. One I've known for only a few months but not in contact anymore. The other I've known for only a year. Lol, weird.
The thing is, I only keep my other half till night comes. It just forces out of its own. I can't stop it. He says I'm weak and so he inputs more negative thoughts in me. He drains my energy slowly till I fall asleep and the next day I'm back to myself again. Good thing is, He's not like Niki, who's other half called Jessica, hurts people who hurts Niki. Jessica is her sister by the way, but she died. Oh I realised 'he' doesn't have a name -_- Let's call him.. Josh. The name just suddenly floated in my mind. God, I think he told me his name or something =_-
Ok I think I shall stop for now. Thepost is getting a bit long and draggy. Will continue tomorrow. Till then. Good night.
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