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Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Hope you guys enjoyed your holidays. I did. =) But it's time to go back to reality again - NS. Sigh. Maybe Joy (not my sista) was right, I should be fine when I get out of army. But then again, that's not entirely it, there are other stuff as well. Josh has not been out for a week. Thanks to Maplestory lol. Made some friends there recently because I joined a guild. Most of the members are 20 and above. Nice people. 10:22 PM • Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Have not been listening to songs; have not been downloading the latest songs; have not been doing anything much besides Maplestory and tuition. Will my life be like this for another year? I dare not even think about it. I just want it to get it over.
I really don't know what to type here. Goes to show how blank my mind is every week because most of my posts are just nothing but... you get the point. I really wish I get knocked down by a car so that I can stay at home for months.
I wanna be normal. I wanna go play a sport without worrying about anything. I love to play sports. I don't ever think I would be in choir if I am what i am. I would join basketball and track and field. I still miss hockey. I wanna play tennis.
Lol. What's the use of saying all this. As if I can have them all. Not in this life. I hope so in my next life. Life has been mean to me, it better repay me in my next life. Make me popular; make me hot; make me smart; make me a guy which every girl/guy/parent/friend want.
I am a coward. I just coop up in my room and log on here to type all this. I just can't be what I am now when I'm outside. I can swear that would be very scary. I really hope I can be though. It's so tiring to not be the 'me' now when I'm outside. And I don't freaking care if you think everyone has problems. This is my blog and I type anything I want. I LIKE to think my problems are the worst. That doesn't make a difference anyway. If only there's one person who can gimme the attention.
That would only be Josh. Time to summon him out now. Ta~
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