twilight.♥

{ Remember to Smile }

10:25 PM • Wednesday, December 20, 2006

A smile can light a candle,
In a lonely heart,
It's like a sunny morning,
That warms a new day's fresh start.

Like a new mother's smile that cradles
Her baby with pure love,
Or a father's smile when he gives his young son,
A new baseball glove.

When we think about the world's sad woes,
The hungry and the poor...
We often do what is expected,
But a smile will open the door.

There's problems with acceptance
Of so many strangers on our shore,
But a warm smile can often lighten,
Someone's day as never before.

Sometimes a smile is like a rainbow,
Shining through a misty cloud,
That cheers an aggravated soul,
In the midst of an unseeing crowd.

Remember to smile today,
Every where you go...
It may not solve all the problems,
But it will soften life's not so gentle blows.

A smile is good medicine,
It can turn dark days into blue:
And when you see the sun comes out,
You know happiness sure rules.

{ Gotta tell ya }

10:25 PM • Friday, December 15, 2006

Your love for me came as a waterfall,
flowing inside me like never before,
your love for me, something I didn't see, but baby I know better now.
When you walked in the room that very night, a special feeling just burst inside, it was only you, nobody else, but baby I know better now

Chorus:
Don't wanna love you if you don't love me, don't wanna need you when you won't need me too, don't wanna tell you this now but it wouldn't be right, If I, (If I) didn't tell you this tonight.

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And now your back inside my house again,
I'm trying deeply to explain,
cuz baby I, wanna get it all and baby your the one for me.

And now that I have got you all alone,
after all this talking on the phone,
I should be strong, there's nothin wrong, I'll tell you this is where you belong.
(where you belong)

Chorus x 2

There was just something in your eyes that made me realize, now I hear voices deep inside, tellin me, tellin me to realize

Chorus x 2

I love this song. Samantha Mumba. Hmm wonder where she is now. This song created ripples across the world especially on the UK and Billboard charts. And you don't really get tired listening to it over and over again.

Ah. I thought I did move a step out of my night room. But guess I still retreated back. Sigh. A year has passed. Several people have come and gone. I still can't break out of my barrier. Inferiority complex has been pulling me down. The world is practical. First impression gives a lasting impression.

Ok so let me rant again. !@#$%^&**&^%$#@!@#$%^&**&&^^%$#@!@#%^&**&&^^%$#@@!!@##%^
Sigh. I think I sustained internal injuries -_- It feels so heavy inside. GOD. Anyone cares to lighten the load inside? Maybe not.

I was on my way to tuition when my eyes became red and puffy. How great is it. And I already wear nice nice wanna go out after that. Fuck. SIGH. My hand hurts too, they poked a tube into my hand =((

I hope I can really step out of the night room soon. It's too much for me to take. Getting weaker and weaker by the moment. Can't put on a facade any longer soon =( oh wells.

{ ...... }

9:58 PM • Tuesday, December 12, 2006

It always boil down to this. My fingers are without motivation to type.
History repeats itself. Deja Vu.

Gonna stop at here. Good Night.

{ I Spent Lots Of Time On This }

1:05 PM • Sunday, December 03, 2006

Jury says: "You're guilty."
... ...
I don't mean to. It's not my intention to hurt. I'm just... confused?
... ...
Jury says: "Plead guilty. Though it won't do much help."
... ...
Yeah, I am ='(
... ...

Looking for someone to guide
Trying to figure out inside
I can run but can't hide
I don't know what else to feel inside
I'm going out of my mind
Trying to leave it all behind.

What I'm gonna write now are lyrics which I wrote in 2002.

Do you remember how we first met?
It was raining and everywhere was wet
You bumped into me while running across the street
I didn't mind and even offered you a treat
I was mesmerised by your smile and tried to get your number
But you just hurried off girl
Leaving me in the rain

You are the girl of my dreams
That charming smile of yours
Makes me think about you all day
There's no reason for me to give this chance away
I can be everything you'll find in a man
The perfect man

Ever since that day I've been waiting for you
Hoping that you would bump into me again
Miraculously, on the same rainy day it was
I bumped into you while running across the street
You didn't mind and even offered me a treat
I accepted it right away and got your number
After which you hurried off again
Leaving the happiest guy on earth
Standing in the rain

We sat down at the coffee table
You were too shy to take the initiative
I grabbed your hands and held it tight
Hoping you could feel the passion in me
You just smiled and that blew me away
For I knew we would be together not only for a day
It was like a dream come true
And I promise I'll be the man that you need