{ Call Me When You're Sober }
Here I am again, feeling the same feelings again. 12:51 AM • Sunday, September 03, 2006
It's easy to say 'You have the choice to be happy'
I need to let it all out. I need to scold someone, hit someone, kill someone.
I want to cry out loud 'YOU GUYS SUCK'
I'm not going for the auditions anymore.
I don't wanna go there alone again.
*shrugs*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
CALL ME GOD.
I need someone to really understand me.
I smile and laugh everyday.
Does it help me feel better?
No, I'm only deceiving myself
HIT ME HARD ON MY HEAD TILL I BLEED AND DIE
Why am I trying so hard to stay happy everyday?
I feel I have nothing.
OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG
I'm gonna go do something stupid now.
CIAO