{ Another week. }
Yet another week has gone by 8:57 PM • Sunday, August 13, 2006
So many times I've cried
I'm not who I used to be
What happened to me
How can I be myself again
To be freed from this pain
Should I just concentrate on losing weight and making myself feel better?
I can't stop eating.
I'm turning into a pig as each day passes.
I hate myself.
16 years of physical and mental torture.
I'm fat, ugly, short, stupid.
No one likes me.
Don't give me crap saying you guys love me
Yes I'm shallow for thinking all this
C'mon, let's be realistic.
Who would want a bf who's short, ugly, fat and stupid.
People look at me and get turned off.
Hope my blood vessel burst and I'll just die.
I'm more and more tired.
It's time to sleep