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Sing to me the song of despair 11:55 PM • Friday, April 07, 2006
The song which everyone shudders at the thought of it
But who can truly sing it well
Only a few understand what it means
Why is it so unfair to some people
People who deserve to live die
And vice versa
It is such an irony
Sing to me the song of 'all hopes lost'
The song which everyone shudders at the thought of it
But who can truly sing it well
When not many have tasted the true meaning of it
Why is it so unfair to some people
That they can't get their love back
When they've given everything
Including their lives.
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I hate to be in the same phase again and again
Or is it just me
But I really can't help it
Has the last relationship had such an impact on me
That it clouded my mind
I don't mean to turn people off
Just that I need a little attention sometimes
Give me strength to think coherently again
But till then, I'm completely. . . smashed
Heavy word to use, but it is the true fact
As all the problems which I tucked inside my heart
are not really solved
It'll soon surface up again
Not that I never try
But I'm always smiling and laughing
If that's not effort, then what is
I can just be depressed and die
But I'm scared of dying
The sight of blood
The view from the top of a 20-storey building
I'm a coward
I run away from problems
I am just so tired
I wanna stop searching
But I just can't
As I'm not searched at all
Tears
Not flowing from eyes
But flowing from within the heart
That is the most painful thing
But only a few know how it is like
I just can't stop thinking
I need attention
Lots of them
But who would be that dumb
To gimme all that
I can say the only dumb person
Would be me
I'd give everything up
for a person
But it is just one sided
most of the times
I've no wish to be in any kinda relationships
anymore
But as I'm typing
Deep inside me
There's a part of me which still wanna try
And it usually gets the better of me
And I allow myself to sink in infatuations
Which I later suffer
When it is only for a few days
New person with considerable character
Few days together will make me sink in
Like what the hell am I thinking
I'm just too affectionate and passionate
I don't deserve to be loved
I'm just playing this foolish game myself
Which has no ending
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Whoever manages to break through my barrier
Whoever manages to bring light to my dark room
You know you'll be much appreciated and loved
But I just hope it won't be too strong
that pushes that 'whoever' away
I'll always be waiting for that day
Waiting for the One.
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