{ Foolish Games - Jewel }
You took your coat off and stood in the rain, 11:04 AM • Monday, April 03, 2006
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window,
always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you,
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things=20
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
you were always like that
And that was Foolish Games by Jewel. The old her was superb. And the new her now sucks. Intuition wasn't really that great. But anyways, this song..sigh..don't know why but everytime I hear this song, there is just this weird feeling that's inside me. I LOVE THIS SONG. I feel sad whenever I hear this song. It's just that the lyrics, the music and her voice paint out the whole scenario perfectly for me to see.
Have you guys ever felt that you are the only ones going around caring about other people, but don't get the same treatment back? It's not that you guys want your 'care' to be reciprocated, but sometimes if one is a good friend, no matter what happens, a good friend will always take note of his surroundings to see who is feeling down and stuff. For example: the most visible thing is from the MSN nick. For the past week, I've changed my nick more than thrice. But only my dear God-sista Joy (who hadn't been online for quite some time) managed to see what's happening. And mind you, she msged me straightaway after she's online. I asked her how she knows, she said 'it's too easy'. At that point, I was feeling even worse and glad at the same time. She added one more thing: 'Maybe they don't try hard enough'. Yeah I definitely agree to that. Sigh. But nvm it's okay. I'm used to it.
Was talking to Jeff yesterday. He was the SECOND to ask me. (Have to give credit to Hancheng, though he didn't directly asked me why -_- he only told me i should have gone on shopping spree to ease myself). Wow two person in the span of more than one week. That's how many friends I have you know. Jeff said: 'People have their own problems and they are already frustrated enough, so they don't have energy to care about other stuff'. Oh no Jeff I absolutely disagree with you (but that was a good comment =x) My Godsista and me, we too have our own problems and frustrations maybe more than some people whom we know, but we never don't take note of our surroundings. Like some people might think: 'Wah he thinks he's so noble ah blog until like that'. Well, if you wanna know the true fact, I don't really give a damn about what you guys think. You guys can say that I'm a hypocrite or whatever but i'm not. But =) I'm meeting Jeff for coffee soon yay =) Thanks Jeff.
But anyways I shall not think about all this anymore and just revert to my old self. Life's like this anyway, I'm very used to it. So let it be then. BUT don't assume that just cuz I don't show it out or I always laugh everyday, doesn't mean you guys can take me for granted. If not, it'll really be a pity. I mean it.
Gonna play games!! Omg I can't stop eating!! And Harris said I'm fatter already cuz he can see my tummy AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. But really can't stop eating mah -_- lol alright I've work tonight, maybe will drop by at night to blog again or something =D
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