{ I Wanna Run To You -- Whitney Houston }
I know that when you look at me 11:14 PM • Saturday, February 18, 2006
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone
I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away
Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?
(chorus)
I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...
(chorus)
Yeah, I've read the lyrics a couple of times and I absolutely agree with these few lines the most: "What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams, without someone to share it with, tell me what does it mean?". Everyone wishes for a 'someone' to be there to share his hopes, joys, laughters, dreams, burdens and so on. Not excluding me. I only can find solace in my own shadow, because he's the only one who's been through what I've been through for all these years. Though he doesn't speak, though he doesn't show any signs of concern, I know he is listening to what I say, I know he'll always be around to catch my tears when i cry. But too bad he can't even express himself to me.
Who can I run to in times of need? The most I can do is find comfort in music and of course my shadow LOL.
So what if I tell people it's my audition tommorrow? There'll be no response anyway. Why should I even bother to go for the auditions when I can't even find someone to share it with? I'll not feel happy if I make it through tomorrow because there's no one there to share it with me. I'll feel even worse if I don't make it through because I have no shoulders to cry on. So tell me, what's the point of going right?
Whilst working in the airport, I always have the sudden urge to just board a plane and leave this place to start a new life. LOL quite dumb la, but well I'm not sure either hahaha.
Have to go sleep soon, I'll go and fight the auditions alone again for the sake of my shadow and myself. I will only say the result whoever bothers to ask. Good night sweet dreams tata~
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