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{ That's My Goal }

9:42 PM • Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Just wanna share this song with you guys, be sure to go listen to it yeah?

Know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.
Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,ever and ever....
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal....

Yup, this song 'That's My Goal' is by Shayne Ward, winner of 2005's X Factor contest. The single topped the Uk chart for a month soon after it waas released during christmas week! Omg if only I had that achievement too >_< haha anyways in one of the rounds, he gave a different variation to the number 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow' and it is FANTASTIC i tell you, msg me on msn and i'll send you the song =D He has the nicest voice i've ever heard besides Natalie Imbruglia whom i adore a lot too =D He kinda sounds a bit like Pop Idol winner Will Young but a much nicer version lol. I've been listening to 'Somewhere Over The Rainbow' hundreds of time since I downloaded it this morning(to be honest, I downloaded all the songs which he sang throughout the competition), I'm like so crazy over his voice haha *wish i had a voice like him* Be sure to grab his CD in march i think, not sure but hey it's worth waiting! =D
Ok now i seriously wanna join Singapore Idol now, he's aspired me to just go for it. But the prob is: I still have another competition going on(which I THINK me and gladys have good chance of being in semi-finals/finals), and I'll be going in army in april. sigh so I'm kinda confused on what to do now. Please feel free to drop any comments/suggestions! I was thinking if I flopped the quarter finals for duet then I'll go take part in Singapore Idol but yet again that's the wrong mindset cuz I should be wanting to win the duet category right? AHHH I dont know...

Hmm, well my new year resolution this year is: To improve my singing. Ok wait that's the same for every year LOL. Personally, I feel that I have improved over the years, partly due to choir, and also thanks to all my idols whom I've spent countless number of hours listening to them over and over again. Haha damnit that's almost/partly the reason why I never study =D Seriously I don't care if I can't get into University, people always tell me to have something to fall back on, but everything has passed, most importantly is to look forward and not dwell in the past. Ok wait some of you might be thinking how the hell I can actually type this out when I always think bout the past and whatever not lol. But I only need one day to forget it =D see now I'm happy (yesterday I was moody -_-) hahaha this is what music can do to me =D so thank god there's music if not i'll really prolly not survive. Anyways back to the University thingy, I'm only worried for my F maths grade that's all. I've gotten Fs for 2 years, and never get past 35 marks before. Some people said: "then why bother take A levels? either you retake or go poly, if not you can just go to hell". I didn't really reply much but it was really saddening for me to hear that. Does the society out there really care so much about degrees/diplomas? Though it's important and stuff, but there are so much more things in depth about a person which one must slowly discover as time goes by. No offence but, Singapore always talk about not wasting talents and stuff but talents in the arts arena are often neglected (I'm sure Gerald agrees with me).

Oh wells, Imma gonna go back listen to the song again =D hehe I've been singing it too ever since afternoon hahaha ok I have to stop it, beginning to get screws loose now but just wanna say one last time: SHAYNE WARD IS MY IDOL. Ok =) I shall stop here for now. Not feeling sleepy now though, will maybe post something on later =D